Different?

I thought you were different,
The way we always assume,
That something new,
Will never be like its predecessor,
But in the quietness of my thoughts,
I pieced together,
Bits and pieces of you,
The things you said,
The things you do,
And in a way,
Sometimes,
You remind me of times,
I wish I had not chosen,
Because if it is another coward,
I don't think I'd make it all the way through.

~Rei Shiori