Never to wake

Furious I throw it,
Landing,
Burying deep,
Where my heart has died,
Today,
It revives but for a while,
And weeps,
For a soul broken once again,
Admitting defeat,
I could never escape this depression,
It is all there is left,
Of me,
And I creep,
Like a wounded dog,
Too frightened,
To fight back,
Taking it all,
Until I finally sleep,
Never to wake again.

~Rei Shiori