I don't want to

I'm sorry.

I get scared when I think.

Because everyone till now has left.

Or I end up leaving when I realize it was all wrong from the start.

I don't want to play with you either.

In fact, I don't want to play at all.

But I'm afraid.

I don't want.

To be broken again.

Because you remind me so much of him.

And he was the one who hurt me most of all.

I don't want to go back to that time.

Please.

I don't want to feel again.

~Rei Shiori