Wake me

Just get me tired,
Then let me down,
Hanging by a thread,
Head bowed low,
Won't you say this is a fleeting dream?
What I look like,
Is never what I mean,
Tearing apart at the seams,
Leaking out,
All these muddied feelings,
Will you wade in me,
Till the floods clear,
And I can see again,
Or will you leave in fear,
Will you wake me,
This nightmares keep me awake,
Constantly drowining,
In my mistakes.

~Rei Shiori