No way out

The racket in my head,
Drives me a little closer to the edge,
Colours blurring,
Unfettered rage,
And you wonder how I stay sane?
Have you seen anything,
More to me than just my name?
I claw at the night,
Grasping shadows that block out the light,
And the distance,
Between me and madness,
Insanity that others embrace with gladness,
It grows shorter by the day,
Inching a little more,
And there is no way out.

~Rei Shiori