What have I done....

Wondering through the haze pain,
What am I doing?
What have I done?
In heaven's book,
Have I erased my name?
Wasn't meant to be this way,
Wasn't mean to be insane,
Here I am looking up at you,
A familiar stranger,
Yet here I feel nothing,
Emptiness that is so strange,
That I turn away.

~Rei Shiori