You've got to breathe

I tell myself
Breathe
Breathe
Come on
You've got to
It hurts
Hell burning in my lungs
I would sooner die
I'm already there
But the voice goes on and on
Breathe
Come on
You've got to live
Even if I'm clutching
My pillow to my chest
To keep my heart from spilling out
I love you
I love you
Please come back
I hold it back
Push it all in and try not to cry
Breathe
Breathe
You've got to breathe
But all I want to do is die

Rachel Alexandrina N.C.L.