I get scared when I think.
Because everyone till now has left.
Or I end up leaving when I realize it was all wrong from the start.
I don't want to play with you either.
In fact, I don't want to play at all.
But I'm afraid.
I don't want.
To be broken again.
Because you remind me so much of him.
And he was the one who hurt me most of all.
I don't want to go back to that time.
I don't want to feel again.