You never

Because you were the most beautiful thing I'd seen,
I forgot what it was to be me,
Stripped away my identity,
A shell of a slave,
Yours to subtly,
Change,
Dehumanize,
Until I faded,
Away into someone I couldn't recognize,
Because you poisoned my dreams,
And you were all,
I had fantasized,
About all this while,
Until I woke up from that drugged sleep,
Into a harsher reality,
You never really wanted me.

~Rei Shiori