I am currently....

Here I am, shivering under the full blast of the aircon and wondering what the heck happened to my Facebook game that I was playing. It happily decided to delete itself I believe. Threads of Mystery authorities, if you happen to read this, let me tell you something... YOU GUYS SUCK. Seriously, even Maplestory had a warning on its page a few hours before or after doing maintenance work. Oh, Threads of Mystery is by Playdom if anyone's wondering.Anyhow, I won't complain much about that. Pretty useless to anyway, since very few people discover this blog.

I am currently:

1. shivering. Aircon chose a wonderful time to freeze my fingers off.
2. thinking. What to write? Really, I have been spouting poetry all over my poor phone drafts folder but none of them have struck me as a 'Wow, this is it, this is The One.' type of poem.
3. mentally wondering if I'm a popsicle. I can't feel them toes under the table. Or my heart either, but that one's a good thing.
4. chewing my lips. I know it's bad and it makes them look awful, but I've been doing it a lot lately. Something comforting about taking a bite out of yourself. Must be the pain..
5. feeling hungry. I want cake. The sinfully rich and fattening cheesecake or tiramisu. Even chocolate cake will do.
6. pissed off that Facebook is like a snail on sleeping pills and my game disappeared. 
7. considering buying that peach coloured nail polish just to look a little more appropriate. Brilliant neon-ish turquoise isn't the best colour to not attract so much attention. In fact it looks like my mum's dish washing soap, the kind that comes hardened in a tub.
8. trying not to sleep. I really don't want to dream. When you have dreams like mine, trust me, you wouldn't want to either. Don't fancy waking up while doing an impersonation of a fountain.
9. curling up in my seat. Make like a squirrel.
10. wondering when I can find someone to actually help me take a decent photo. Please, Musica or someone, I could use a little help here.
11. singing to myself. Yes, I'm a little insane and no, I don't do it because I'm a donkey enjoying the sound of its own voice. I just want to practice.
12. talking to Natsukaze-kun. I might call him baka boss but he's the best. I doubt he reads this blog anyway. 
13. torturing myself with all the 'what-if's and etc. It's a nightly thing.
14. hoping nobody calls me to go to bed yet.
15. torn between re-reading Dark Visions by L.J.Smith or Lirael by Garth Nix. 
16. admiring the new enamel bracelet I made yesterday. It's too pretty to be worn *kisses and puts back into airtight bag*
17. imagining what my desk would look like under all the clutter. I haven't seen the wood in weeks.
18. kind of hoping to get a text message. I don't know why. Habit of texting perhaps?
19. trying to pair up outfits in my head. I know I said I wasn't girly but I didn't say I had no sense of style.
20. wishing I could have some sort of super power. Influence off too many mangas and overload of anime.

I bore myself. I shall go talk to the boss a.k.a Natsukaze-kun. Maybe write a few more excerpts before I succumb to sleep.