I don't want to grow up

So everyone's back for the weekend. Well more or less everyone anyway, since it is pretty much a long holiday this time around. So let me say this, I'm glad to have you guys back (well I suppose about as near as possible to me counts as back). Okaeri ^.^

Seems like just yesterday we were all still here and able to face each other every day. Now we're all on different paths. Where did all the time go? T.T I miss everyone and all the mad times we've had together. Jeesh...seems like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster these few days. Not good.

I want to be able to wake up knowing I'll see my friends today. I'll be eating with them, making stupid jokes in class with them and poking fun at each other. I want to be able to know that they'll be there. I want to wake up and text the people I love and look forward to the next time I'll see them.

Time, where did you go? It's not a fair exchange for this handful of memories. Now I know why Peter Pan never wanted to grow up. I don't either.

As a kid, the biggest problem you'd have was that bully at kindy or the lack of a certain cool toy. The worst hurt you'd have was being scolded by your parents or falling down and hurting yourself. Now problems are in every shape and size, from relationships and lying guys to getting into a university to even thinking about the future. Growing up just wasn't what I expected. Someone take me back to the way it was before. I don't want to grow up.

Here's to the past and all it represents,
Here's to the laughter and the tears,
The times I thought would never end,
The times I wished would not pass away,
They have gone some place,
Where memories stay,
Away with the winds of change,
They whisper and say,
Nothing is permanent,
Even love and time fades away.
~Rei Shiori